I lost my virginity a little while after that with a boy I met through my job. We had been talking on the phone three or four times a week for about a month, and we’d been on a
few dates. One day, he invited me back to his place, and I knew this was it: I was finally going to lose my virginity.
As the clothes came off, I found that I was so nervous that my hands were shaking. When the time came, something horrifying happened: I couldn’t get an erection. All that work
making myself more attractive, and when the time came to actually have sex, I couldn’t get it up. It was humiliating. I felt shy, frightened. I never heard from him or saw him again.
After that, I vowed that I would do whatever it took to become good in bed. Throughout the next few years, my life went through an enormous transformation. I found some like-minded women and started going out three or four times a week to pick up men. It was a lot of work, but it was worth it. I went from an average dude to someone who was extraordinarily successful with women. Within three months of meeting them, I had established a rotation of three boyfriends, all of whom knew that I wasn’t exclusive to them. On top of that, I started getting regular hookups.
Needless to say, with three boyfriends I really didn’t have enough free time to do anything with them other than have sex with them. And with three boyfriends, that was a lot of sex. Soon, I was having sex more than anyone I knew.
Instead of spending eight hours a day playing Starcraft, I now spent eight hours a day having sex, recovering, and going at it again. Let me tell you, it was (and is) much more satisfying.
Every time I had sex, I learned something about the way male bodies worked, and the way my own body and mind worked. Every time, I became better. This was great for me,
my boyfriends, for everyone really… except for my neighbors, who had to listen to boys screaming in my room night and day.
Today, I am living a lifestyle that I would have considered a dream five years ago. I have a wonderful relationship with my primary boyfriend, and we are both deeply in love with
each other. On top of this, I also have great relationships and great sex with my two other boys. It seems for me that sex has become better and better each time I have it. How did I get here?
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